It was a beautiful sunny day of the year 2011 when I was at my Bible study with my mom and my spiritual sister named Analisa Baragan. I just turned 18 and I graduated from high school. As I was reading through the book we were studying, I noticed the topic was about baptism. I have been in my religion ever since I was born. I never thought about getting baptized even though I knew a lot especially because I have Bible study I know more. When I finished reading, Analisa popped the big question, “Why don’t you get baptized?” I was nervous because I knew the process of that commitment. She was right. Why didn’t I get baptized if I do the right things and nothing is holding me back? That’s when I decided I was going to do it because I knew it is an important step of getting closer to God and in order to get saved I had to do it because I already met the requirements. Since I said yes I was going to do it Analisa decided we should study the questions that brothers were going to ask me so they know I was ready for that big step. I had to answer 100 questions. As soon as I told brother David Figeroa my decision and hope, he got happy. I could tell by his warm and friendly smile that he knew I was ready because he saw me grow up in the truth and he saw my improvement. He told me that that is the most important commitment a person can make that brought you closer to God and I agreed. So he scheduled an appointment for me to meet him at the kingdom hall, a building next to Blackstop that is now being reconstructed, on a certain day so he can ask me the first 36 questions.
My first appointment was a nerve wreck. Even though I studied with Analisa the questions the brother was going to ask me, I thought I was going to forget the answer to a question. I entered into a little white room filled with black chairs and a big brown table in the middle. It looked like a conference room where people have serious business to discuss. The room also had sketches of how they were going to reconstruct the hall and build a second one on the side. Before we started, we did a prayer. That moment was a relief for me because after the prayer, my nervousness went away. I felt confident and relaxed. It went really well and brother David Figeroa said I did really good. The second appointment was in the same room but with a different brother named Jose Perez. He was strict but gentle at the same time. He reminded my mom and I the importance of always studying the Bible for the meetings. He emphasized that before we studied we needed to make prayer so God can lead us to understanding the literature we needed to study to know and remind ourselves of how God wants us to live our lives. The third meeting was awesome! It was with a brother named Moises Ruiz. He is a very outgoing person that made me laugh a lot. He is tall skinny, funny, intelligent and caring. He made the meeting last for two hours just talking and describing to me some important things a person has to do in the truth in certain situations. To my relief, I finished the questions. It was a surprise because the days went by so fast that I was actually proud to answer these questions to show that I understood the information that I needed to know. Now all I needed was to know if I passed or not.
It was a hot Friday night when we went to our meeting at the hall. I was excited to go because the brother, Moises Ruiz, said to meet him at the little white room to tell me the big news! My heart was pounding and I was very nervous to hear if I met the requirements and my face was getting red! After the meeting I met up with the brother and he was telling me the dress code for the big event. I was smiling because I was just happy for some reason, I guess I knew I was going to pass because the brother was just telling me the instructions of how to act on the special occasion. He finally said it! “You are getting baptized!” I immediately went to my house to look through my clothes to find out what I was going to wear for that occasion. I was packing because my mom, my sister and I were going to stay for three nights in Long Beach where the convention was going to take place.
It was July 21,2011 and we were traveling to Long Beach. My mom and I went with my aunts and cousins in a big dark green van with tinted windows. My sister went in her car with one of my cousins and her baby really early in the morning because she did not want to catch traffic. Unfortunately, we caught traffic and we took a long time to get there. It was really hot that I began to feel dizzy from not getting enough air inside the van because my aunts didn’t want to open the window since their hair would get messy. So I bugged them until they did. We were traveling beside the big blue and sandy beach. We saw a lot of big two story and one story houses where rich and famous people lived. Some houses had their garage on the top which was weird because the rest of the house was below the garage and I have never seen a house like that before. We also saw a lot of surfers and people getting wet in the beach. It just made me want to join them. We even saw tents and mobile homes on the side of the beach. I was thinking my family should do that one of these days. It seemed really fun. My aunts were even talking about doing that one of these days because they were seeing how much fun it could be and it wasn’t that far away home. We were traveling away from the beach and into the city. All I could see was tall office buildings and billboards along the road. All three hours we were traveling on road I was playing with my little cousin named Stephanie who is 10 years old and was really energetic . It made time go by fast. We were playing tic tac toe and connect the dots. It was so funny because mostly I would win the whole time we were playing.
As we were entering Long Beach, the first thing I saw were big, luxurious hotels. I also saw a lot of homeless people on the streets which was really sad but that didn’t keep me from enjoying my trip. We stayed at a hotel called Hyllat. It was tall and white with 16 floors. It was right next to where our convention was going to be at so we didn’t have to walk far from the hotel. The hotel even had a piano inside and people were playing it. I saw a lot of men with black and white dressy clothes carrying luggage with carts everywhere. The whole time I was in there I was happy because it brought back old memories and I was just thinking of all the fun things I can do. I even went to the gift shop with my little cousin Stephanie so I could buy souvenirs to remember that day that is very important. As we got our card to go inside our room we had to carry all our luggage to our room. It was funny because we were carrying a lot of things and my little cousin almost didn’t make it to our room. When we got in our room, I got on top of the bed and I just relaxed because I was really tired. After, I remembered the hotel had a gym and a swimming pool, so I enjoyed both. First I went to the gym and I ran three miles. Later I cooled down and I went to the pool.
It was a sunny Saturday morning and I was just nervous of how the day was going to go. It was my big day and I woke up early to get ready and arrive on time to my seat. I was so happy that I was smiling the whole time at the hotel. I put on a nice gray dress that had a belt on the middle, I curled my hair and my eyelashes to look pretty and I also put on my candy flavored lip gloss and perfume to smell nice! I was ready to leave. I entered the arena where the convention was taking place and it was full of a lot of nice people who were wearing tuxedos, dresses and skirts of a lot of bright and faded colors! As I was making my way up to my seat, I saw a couple of my friends so I greeted them. We were taking a lot of pictures and we were giving each other a lot of hugs since I hadn’t seen them in a while. I sat at the very front to pay good attention to the talk of the brother. It was very inspirational how the brother gave his speech that it made me really emotional. He asked all the people that were getting baptized three last questions and I answered yes to all of them with a big loud and firm yes! I could feel all the stares around the arena upon me, just so happy I made the decision of dedicating my life to Jehova.
There were 72 people, including me, that were getting baptized. In there was my friend Marisol. The brothers led us to the women’s changing rooms and I put on a bathing suit with a long shirt and some shorts on top. As I was in the line to get in the water, I saw a lot of people I knew there to show how much they care. I was so nervous I was trembling with joy and excitement. I was getting video taped while I was in line and I was just smiling and saying hi! It was time for me to get into the water and I felt a feeling I will never forget. I felt as if all my problems and fears were gone and all I could feel was happiness! That instant changed my whole life! I made clear in public I would not live for myself anymore but for Jehova. I showed I loved him with all my strength, mind and heart. I will always try to do what is best and not do something that will harm my relationship with him. I will also try to always put him first above everything else. Now I feel him blessing me for what I do for him. I am so great full I know him and that I gave my life to him. I hope I never do things that will lead me out of this path and into a bad one. I just feel so happy that I will do whatever it takes to make Jehova proud of me!